May 2012
4 posts
Really, REALLY having a hard time with the fact that all of my friends are getting engaged…and I haven’t even had a boyfriend yet (yes, okay there was Jamie but how much does it really count when he cheats on you at every possible moment for the duration of your relationship?). What is wrong with me?
I will carry you…
April 2012
11 posts
Where are you....
I dreamt last night that I saw you with a baby in our hometown grocery store and we were in our 30s and you had a ring on but I didn’t say anything and I was still alone and I didn’t even look at you I just looked into your babys eyes and we were back in your room at your parents house in your bed and then her little voice brought me back and I remembered how alone I was so I lied and...
March 2012
3 posts
What is it my dear? Ah, how can we bear it? Bear what? Bear this, for so short a time, how can we sleep this time away? We can be quiet together and pretend since it is only the beginning, that we have all the time in the world. … And every day we shall have less, and then none. Would you rather, therefore, have had nothing at all? No, this is where I have always been coming to, since...
February 2012
5 posts
January 2012
1 post
December 2011
14 posts
I kinda just want to kill everyone right now...
and definitely not go to this stupid fucking holiday party.
...and then I'm wherever you are
Young and full of running, tell me where is that taking me?
Love is really nothing but a dream that keeps waking me. For all of my trying we still end up dying, how can that be? Don’t say a word just come over, and lie here with me. Cause I’m just about to set fire to everything I see. I want you so bad I’ll go back on the things I believe.
….There I just said it,...
“For what it’s worth: it’s never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever...”
– f. scott fitzgerald
“All good books are alike in that they are truer than if they had really happened...”
– Ernest Hemingway (via andleahsays)
“There is no friend as loyal as a book”
– Ernest Hemingway (via mariajbentzen)
November 2011
6 posts
…i’ve been waiting long enough
October 2011
6 posts
...blog entry for work
I’m starting to see the first signs of winter both here in Winter Park and at the resort. The tiny sheet of ice on my windshield in the morning, a fog that hangs so low in the morning and covers my view of the mountains on my drive to work, and the busy whirr of the facilities and operations crew erasing all traces of the summer season from the resort base to make room for winter crowds.
...
Well.
It’s been a while. Can’t say I’ll keep it up, Tumblrs.